I’m just trying to fight AN as hard as possible but I can’t stop feeling like I’m failing.
Anorexia tells me to stop. Whispers that I’m loosing all of the progress she helped me complete. Now I have to work twice as hard, eat way less than before.
Its like I never realized how much AN controlled my life until I tried to break away, now all I can focus on is my bloated belly & my crap digestion. Doesn’t help that everyone keeps asking me if I’m pregnant.
I’m trying so hard not to relapse but I don’t want to fight anymore. I want to feel like myself again.
